I myself ain't familiar of that term so I was unsure of what it really was.

Until I read through the note.

& masyaAllah..it really describes exactly how I was feeling at that moment. Whatever was going through my mind was there staring back at me.

& it really hit me hard.

I've been shown lots of signs from Him in this very blessed month of Ramadhan & I was faced with so many obstacles.

& it's now up to me to make the appropriate decisions.

But..why is it so difficult to do something upright?

Are we too ignorant about what Islam has taught us?

Or are we just satisfying our hearts' desires..

without thinking of the dire consequences?

I know..

leaving my heart open for you might just turn out to be my biggest mistake.

well heck..leaving my heart open for ANYONE at this point of time would be my biggest mistake..

Relationships with humans should not ruin my relationship with Him..

This will be the deciding factor. It will either bind us, or break us apart.

It's gonna be hard. But I shall proceed if it's for the best.

InsyaAllah..

Allah..berikanlah aku petunjukMu...='(