& with every minutes passing by..it gets hard adapting to your absence..

That moment. Never thought it will come so sudden. So soon.

Your feelings. You made it very clear to me.

Touched. But doubts kept me from coming to any conclusion.

Life taught me a lot of lessons to not repeat the same mistakes all over again..

I know..I'm doing all this for His sake..

Although my heart ain't strong enough for that..but doing this for You Allah..I'm confident it's all gonna be worth it in the end..

But i beg of You, pls help me go through this Jihad with my heart, my lust, my desire..all for Your cause..

for He knows whats the best for me..for us..for our future..