So it's the MST week.





Having those flashbacks lately. Of all things. Kinda pisses me off. Alot. Couldn't stop cursing whenever it happens. Part of me tells me it's good that u're able to forgive. But on the other side it says,


& it's telling me to whop his ass clean the next time I see him.




But what will I get from that?




Hasn't he got what he deserved already? Not that I'm asking for it.




But I wonder..how can you ever forgive when your family members are indirectly affected by it too?



To the extent that a kind lovable forgiving mother would say,


Words expressed in utter disgust. & it kept playing in my head. Again. & again.



Not to mention the 'botak head' guy in the house. Only Allah knows what he'll do if they were to bump into each other one day.



But then again, who doesn't make mistakes? After which we would expect forgiveness to be given to you. Well..how can we expect forgiveness if we don't forgive, ey? Forgiving others is forgiving ourselves(: But some are expecting forgiveness to be given without being earned. Something I called "automatic forgiveness". Those are the kinds who needs to be given some whopping from me.

& also from Taylor Lautner. Fuhh that sexy karate muscleman maniac. *drools*



Forgive & forget. Might not be as simple as it seems. But its doable.


People can forgive. As long as they were asked for it. Pandai2 ah ehh deal with my homies..hah.












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