The results are out.




& mine was an utter disappointment.

I can't find a single reason to be happy for my results. Been comparing with the others. But I never disclosed mine. But thankfully, I still passed all 7 modules. Still, I wasnt satisfied with my result. Heck, who would if they got such bum gpa like mine anyway right?

Maybe I should just compare gpas with coursemates instead. Should have compared mine with that guy who walked in late for all the papers & left after 5minutes of doing nothing. That should make me feel alot more better, duncha think?

I'm sure most of you would agree when I say APChem is a huge letdown. It's a misery I tell ya. The one and only module which I painstakingly revised on the most, but still got a poor grade. But amazingly, I actually scored well for the ones I revised at the very last minute. & when I said last minute, I really really mean last minute. The kind that you only start revising one or 2 days before the paper.



Yea. I know. Freaking suicidal.



But! I made it! Imagine what better grades will I get if I've revise that module earlier.

However, that doesnt change the fact that my gpa sux. Mine is even worse than Zulhan's. If you know his, than you'll know how bad my gpa is.

Told my family about it. Mum was disappointed, but supportive still. Ohh she knows how much effort I put in. Bro just had to make it worse, saying I didnt do enough revision, revising at the last minute. Then I wonder what was all that time I spent staying up late at night for days with piles of notes on the table called ehh... But well..I guess I've spotted my mistake. & my dad, being a great father that he truly is, gave a reminder, "Walau mcm mane terok pon result adik, adik mesti bersyukur, krn ni sume kehendak Tuhan. Jgn pikir Ohh adik da put in effort, adek mesti dpt bagos. tp sbnrnye Allah yg tentukan ni sume. Ni sbnrnye satu ujian utk tgk kalau adik bersyukur ke tidak. Lau bersyukur, insyAllah Allah akn berikan nikmat yang lebih baik. Lau adik tk bersyukur, cmne nak dapat yang terbaik? Walaupun nikmat tu ckit, kiter mesti bersyukur, sekurang2nye adek pass. Okay?(: "

Ohh daddy...he never fails to make me feel better, heehee. Well wateva it is, I MUST do better for the next sem, insyaAllah. MUST...MUST...MUST...MUST... *psycho diri*




Haa amekk...pagi2 gini da blogging & bebel sal 1st sem's results..pdhal sendiri yg kater tk nk bebual sal result. K tkpe..atleast lepas ni bleh vent out frustration time training..kekeke.. watch out kawan2.. xP








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