i dunno why, but for no particular reason i just wanna avoid that person. Well, so far so good coz i've not been seeing this person for days already. & the solution? never pass by that area. haha. dunno what's wrong with me but i've been binget at the wrong person for all the wrong reasons. PMS kot...kekeke... what makes it absurd is that the person did nothing wrong to me sia..nothing at all... maybe coz i felt used? naahh..not the right word to describe it.. usually i'm okay abt these stuff..but coming frm that person..i felt otherwise ah.. nothing to do with jealousy though..& sometimes i feel it's better to say nothing or i'll end up feeling stupid..ahaha. & the problem of being in poly isnt only abt dealing with new environments & having classmates of totally different backgrounds, but it's where u have to deal with the ppl ard u..ESPECIALLY with ppl who suddenly got so interested in whoever you're close with..& later making their own creative assumptions..but yea..i'm not living alone in this planet..so nk tk nk u just have to deal with it ah.. no wonder mum always say 'jgn kwn ngn bdk laki!'. Now i know why...xP & abt that person..cis..come on la fyqa..perkare kecik seyy..haha.. furthermore that person has helped me in lotsa stuff.. why should i be pissed off over such a trivial matter.. pissed off over nothing to be exact..well, i guess i need time to get over it ah..

so...yayy...go figure...





Ohh..& my practical skills sucks big time...luckily i got a great partner to guide me thru prac..too bad for her though..hee..xP

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