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part 2
Friday, December 14, 2007

Lesson learnt:

Never ever EVER ignore others' presence. Coz it totally SUX. I know i'm good at ignoring others but when others started to do it to YOU, it's like a huge slap in the face. Even worst. More like a huge blow in the arse.

Right...that is soooo random...

& Hari Raya is on the way! Wooooohooooo!!!

& after thinking it through, i've decided NOT to continue working :) it means i'm not gonna continue working for next month/year. Well, the reason is simply bcoz most of 'em didn't wish to continue, so why would i? & i think i shud try to apply for other jobs instead, widen my horizon lar sey... Takkan nak terselit kat situ je kan...

AND our graduation day will be held on the 4th of January???
Ohh GREAT.

& to my dear RAWKERS(yea, TPRawks not dead yet), check out this cool TPrawks vid. Watch out, you might just spot some familiar faces here ;)




What do i do to ignore them behind me? Do i follow my instincts blindly? Do i hide my pride from these bad dreams & give in to sad thoughts that are maddening? Do i sit here & try to stand it? Or do i try to catch them red-handed? Do i trust some & get fooled by phoniness? Or do i trust nobody & live in loneliness?
Because i cant hold on when i'm stretched so thin. I make the right moves but i'm lost within. I put on my daily facade but then i just end up getting hurt again by myself. I ask why, but in my mind i find i cant rely on myself.


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